There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about you.

You are one of the most intelligent person that I know.
Your witty mind never ceases to amaze me.
Your genuine smile never fails to warm my heart.
You are an amazing individual.
You are a wonderful friend. 

I love you. I’ve always loved you. I love you more and more every day, if that’s even possible. It’s not something I can explain or describe. I don’t understand it myself. I’m just glad that you’re in my life, and that you find it worthwhile to have me in yours.

please give me the courage to let go.

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know

‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying, 
Lionel Richie, I couldn’t have said it better. 

I have been looking forward to today for quite a while.
I have lost myself these last couple of weeks. I do not know who I am.

But I am determined to figure it out during Lent.
I have learned that I can never do anything right. So in that case, I will work at being a better person.

• Give up meat.
• Give up ice cream.
• Read the bible more often.
• Work at my relationship with God.
• Keeping my thoughts and feelings to myself.
• Work at being a better daughter, friend, and individual.

I was so so excited to go to church today. Something about going to church gives me a sense of peace and comfort. It’s ironic how I wrote down that I felt safest at church at the exercise today. Maybe it is a sign.

I have the best mentor and friends. <3

That I am the person who tortures myself.
That I completely fail at being a human being.
That I can never do anything right.
And that sometimes, the world would be a better place without me.

Parents do know best.  

Okay, okay, I admit that I like you. 
Possibly. Perhaps. Maybe.

I am just glad to have you in my life. 

• I got to hang out with my “best girlfriend”.
• I have my Serena back.
• I ate ice cream.

Debating if I should make another one this year.